I think I need a vision...

Past midnight and I've tried several times to fall asleep but with no greater success. There are too many thoughts occupying my mind at the moment that I just have to come to a conclusion before I can relax.
So what am I thinking of? Everything...future, money, career, possibilities...and most of all - what path should I choose next?

I've decided to start studying again, starting this autumn and I'm almost certain what field. The only thing is though it's so hard for me to decide WHERE???
If I choose Santa Barbara, US I know I will have an epic time and I will be abroad again (which I love - u should know that by now) and I will meet lots of new people and get inspired by a new place. But then it's the money issue...yeah, sure I will get a loan that cover most things but I still need to work my ass of doing shitty jobs to have that little extra cash when u need it.

If I choose Sweden, the education system is FREE and I can still get a loan for random expences...and I can save money, to do all these journeys overseas that I'm addicted to.

Tough call man! One thing is for sure though...I can't stay like this, not being able to sleep - a choice has to be made pronto!
Think positive Pauline and follow your gutts..it has taken me this far so don't stop now!

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